Counterfeit Sorry

A hard wounded heart

A silent cry in the dark

Stroked right away like a dart

In my life it was a remarkable mark

Wish you’re tickled pink

Now that I’m totally shrink

Hope you can truly find

The true happiness of your mind

It hurts me

For how forged you are

It smudged me

But now at least I know who you really are

Counterfeit that’s what you’re intended to do

For cowards are afraid of what is true

If that sin is what you lost

What’s mine is dignity, I’ve valued most

I know we can’t play the same games before

We can’t share the same giggles

Now my heart is swollen with sore

For your counterfeit is what triggers

Past is past

There’s nothing I want to erase

Nothing lasts

But for you in my heart there’s always a space

Affected?

I just want PEACE

Neglected?

We both need forgiveness

MY KNIGHT AND SHINING ARMOR

pretty_witch


THERE WERE TIMES WHEN I USE TO CRY
TIMES WHEN I THINK I SHOULD DIE
FOR I THINK MY LIFE IS USELESS
FOR THIS PAIN I THINK IS ENDLESS

MANY OF MY FRIENDS DO HATE ME
BUT DON'T THEY KNOW IT'S HARD FOR ME?
TO BEAR A HEART WITH TOO MANY SCARS
A HEART THAT HAS NO SPACE FOR LOVE

THEN A KNIGHT CAME TO MAKE ME SMILE
A KNIGHT WHO TRULY LOVED AND CARED
WHO BECAME MY SHOULDER WHEN I USE TO CRY
BUT THEN JUST LEFT AND BADE GOODBYE

NOW I REALLY WONDER WHY
WHY LIFE FOR ME IS TOO UNFAIR
WHY DO PEOPLE JUST TURN BACK AND LIE
THEN SEEMS LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED WHEN THEY STARE

I ADMIT I CAN NEVER FIND A KNIGHT IN REPLACE
FOR THE KNIGHT WHO ALWAYS CARRY MY DAY
BUT NOW I MUST KEEP OUT OF HIS WAY
'CAUSE I HAVE TO FORGET HIM JUST WHAT HE USE TO SAY

I MUST LEARN HOW TO FORGET
HIS WORDS THAT I GET BY HEART
I MUST TRY TO LET HIM GO
BUT I CAN'T...JUST LIKE A SORRY FELLOW

I WANT TO KNOW WHAT IS WHAT

FOR ME TO TAKE TO TASK
IF I HAVE TO, I WANT TO MAKE PEACE
FOR THIS PAIN IS NEVER EASY TO EASE

I WANT TO CRY IN HIS SHOULDER
AS THIS WORLD SHATTERS TRIALS IN ME
I WANT TO BE WITH HIM FOREVER
BUT I GUESS I CAN'T DO ANYTHING BUT TO CRY AND SAY.....

...GOODBYE....

=(

"Confused"

My knees start to shake

When you’re in sight

My mind is filled with wonder

My heart with fright…

When will this feeling stop?

When did it start?

How can I listen to my mind?

Without breaking my heart…

I’m so confused,

How should I do?

I can’t do anything

Except you…

Should I ignore you?

Or just give it time?

I can’t think straight

My heart controls my mind…

A True Friend

By: JUSTIN MAE L. AGUILAR

A true friend, is what I deserve to have

Someone, somebody who knows to show love

True friends always have a shoulder to lean on

Someone who helps you to carry on

A true friend who does not betray

A person who always want me to stay

The one who does not fight me back

Somebody who wishes me good luck

The one who does not write wrong

The one who does not talk about me and so on

The one who never make stories

Just to prove all her fantasies

The one who don’t cry to make me pity

Someone who’ll never destroy me

Somebody that will never ever let me down

Someone who does not want me to frown

A friend whom you can count on

A person who’s willing to give up everything

A chamber to help you move on

Somebody who keeps nothing

Do you consider yourself as one?

‘Cause I think you better back off and face down

Cause you don’t act like what you say

You don’t know who you are today?

You better be careful of your words

You better put down your swords

For a true friend never makes me believe

For I’m someone not for you to deceive

HOW COUNTERFEIT ARE YOU MY BABY?

A saddening atmosphere, welcomed me

knowing that you've lost, your love for me

if I didn't ask, I wouldn't know

how counterfeit was that love, you used to show?

Memories, of own fairy tales

are all of those, for your sales

if in this game , you're cheating on me

how counterfeit are you saying you love me?

Thinking that you're just using thee

feeding all thy fantasy

what happened to that spark that glow

how counterfeit was when you say, "I love you so"?

Stupid, I guess that's silly me

longing for the love, you sure did gave me

the sweet laughter turned to agony

how counterfeit, are you my baby?

how counterfeit was that love, you used to show?

how counterfeit are you, saying you love me?

how counterfeit was when you say, "I love you so"?

how counterfeit, are you my baby?

Thanks a lot for that fake love

at least for now, hurting is enough

my heart is temporarily closing its doors

baby don't forget,

"IT'S NOT MY LOSS, IT'S YOURS"

by: JUSTIN MAE LICO AGUILAR

A.K.A: pretty_witch